Maddening
Posted on: 20110503
Posted at: 16:58
Why am I feeling this one, certainly unlikely feeling? Why should I at all have this matter lingering on my shoulders? Why do I not let go?~
Today is a windy day, clouding over the countless white of the faithful watery mist. Today, yet somehow, shines. I know not when and I know not why, I neither feel that I should know those things, but I want you and me to be something--more.
Something more, than friends. Something more, than just our self-explanatory titles of brother and sister, those titles you have made up since another time and space when we were no more than classmates.
Today, should today end? I think so. I think it should. Because tomorrow begins, and I can see your face again, smiling like that, aromatic like that, mesmerizing like that. Yet I will keep these lines to myself, knowing not why, knowing not where, and yet to want the knowledge as to such countless, mattering things.
